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gratefulness

finally, after disappear for a month, now I'm back. It still related to my lastest postig before. after 2 weeks from the second interview, when I stareted to stop hoping from that place, my phone rang and someone on the phone offer me to take medical check up which means ones tep closer to the job! I have my hesitation at that time, worrying wether will I could do the job and is it the best way to take step to?

in the end, I'm officially accepted to that place. and now I couldn's stop say thanks to God for this gift, and pray for the strength while this early three month. I'm not say it'll be easy, but this first month passed well. new friend, new environtment, and also new challenge which I have to face, make me realized God's strength surrounding me, I would never come to this step without His guidance.

ah! I almost forget, my family and my closest friend also has veeerryyy huge contribution to  encourage me to through all the chaos that happen in my life. thanks God for all these love and the strength you had given me. this is open my eyes to see that God's help is near. oh God, I couldn't ask for more..

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